metaDeda

July Eclipse + some thoughts from Lambertville, NJ

Ne lazim?

1- Iyilesiyorum, yavastan .... Borna iyilestikce beynim, beynim iyilestikce bagarsaklarim.

Bagarsak tedavisini destekleyecek supplementlar + transfer factor lazim + pozitif etkiliyecek lifestyle (Remaining in the quiet zone for starters + sleeping off powerlines)

2- Kafam karisik kactir ... Catskills'de de karisikti ama burda da devam ediyo. Brainfog ... pek iyi dusunemiyorum. Kan sekeri git gelleri ve gut pathogen kakalari. Need to take binders too.

3- Yine de NJ'de olmak .. Laura ve Joenun enerjik etkisinde ... it's a whirlwind. Bi de kafa karisikligimla tam kestiremiyorum ne zaman "benle calisiyolar" ne zaman konusuyorlar.

4- I am trying to be a good friend to Laura and Joe.

5- Kutuphane kapanacak. Ne yapmam lazim'a geri doneyim?

1- Laura'yla isleri bitir.
2- Carsamba Green Bank'e git 2-12 agustos: 10 gun fast and meditate. and hike.

Biliyorum o 8 saat arabayi kullanmak istemiyorsun, ama en makul tercih o.

Tek alternatifin Catskills'e gidip hike etmek. Yapabilirsin, Kathy supplementlarini yollarsa.

Harari and defaulting Baser instincts - JSR

Joseph Riggio Steven, I think the way Harari is pointing to in his books is the actual trail of evidence. The "stupidity" is the default to resolution of self-interest and passion that most humans use as their default decision-making pattern, i.e.: "I want this and I want it now." without the interest and ability to consider the long-term implications.

Add to this the tendency to regress to tribal/clan/kin relations under stress and you have a recipe for any given group to believe if they don't use up limited resources then the "others" will take them and use them instead. So there is no limit to how much of the resources available get used, and the more quickly the better.

l agree with you that the more primitive response will always override the more evolved responses when the stress is increased in any given context, except for those exceptionally trained to do otherwise. We see our president, Donald Trump, defaulting lower level value sets when "caught" like proactively and pathologically lying to "save face" (a Graves Three behavior BTW if you're going there).

So we have to expect that these are the patterns that will play out over time, unless we saw a very significant cultural shift, and I'm not seeing that ... yet.

Back in Phoenicia ... Woodland Valley ... still in my car ...

I am worn out physically and emotionally ... but again, as always, it is what it is.

I shall take more time out to rest as I'm here in the Catskills.

I havent been able to think straight since I left Green Bank. What works? I will stick to my pseudo-excitatory program of identifying what needs to happen and sticking to it regardless of state.

I am in general okay ... in fact compared to where I've been ... just back in March this year. I was a horrible mess after the Artesunate ... and last year around this time, when I didn't have a car and Juli was driving me around and I was thinking of moving to Jim's. ... I am lightyears better than then.

Still, the most leveraged thing I can do to move in any way to the life and moment to moment capacity to experience being that I want is to do the necessary things for my health to improve and heal.

These are currently as I understand them:

1) Get proper testing. A full ART in addition to the Cyber. -> Parasites?
2) Address the viral issues + immune
Begin IVIG
3) Begin Cyber treatment.
By August 1st, I should have been able to accomplish all of these.

By October, I will be in a different space.

*****In order to be our true selves

Joseph Riggio In order to discover our true self we must transcend fear.

In order to transcend fear we must first learn to say NO most powerfully.

In order to say NO powerfully we must learn to discern what is our YES.

In order to discern what is our YES we must learn to remain still.

In order to remain still we must know what it is to move.

In order to know what it is to move we must remain quiet and feel for it.

In order to remain quiet and feel for it we must remember to trust ourselves.

In order to remember to trust ourselves we must transcend fear.

Uranus Taurus Mars - authentic individuality vs relationship

There is an itch for authenticity and freedom here which will create serious friction with paths which do not leave enough room for who you really are.

The entrance of Mars into Aquarius brings the planet’s crimson spotlight to bear on your close relationships. For the months that Mars will be in the Water-Bearer’s sign, the friction within your relationships will be all the quicker to set fires. There are lessons to come on how and when to fight, as well as how to tell when the right medicine is distance instead of confrontation.