Back in Phoenicia ... Woodland Valley ... still in my car ...

I am worn out physically and emotionally ... but again, as always, it is what it is.

I shall take more time out to rest as I'm here in the Catskills.

I havent been able to think straight since I left Green Bank. What works? I will stick to my pseudo-excitatory program of identifying what needs to happen and sticking to it regardless of state.

I am in general okay ... in fact compared to where I've been ... just back in March this year. I was a horrible mess after the Artesunate ... and last year around this time, when I didn't have a car and Juli was driving me around and I was thinking of moving to Jim's. ... I am lightyears better than then.

Still, the most leveraged thing I can do to move in any way to the life and moment to moment capacity to experience being that I want is to do the necessary things for my health to improve and heal.

These are currently as I understand them:

1) Get proper testing. A full ART in addition to the Cyber. -> Parasites?
2) Address the viral issues + immune
Begin IVIG
3) Begin Cyber treatment. 
By August 1st, I should have been able to accomplish all of these.



By October, I will be in a different space.